I just found another role model, my cousin.
You’re so brave for carrying the child even when you knew he couldn’t live past a few hours out of your womb.
If only if I had checked my email more frequently, I wouldn’t have missed seeing the email you sent to us to tell us about your blog. The blog that kept us updated on what’s happening to your life and all your struggles during the 9 months.
I never stopped believing in you or praying for the baby. You made the choice to keep him and went against the whole extended family. That’s a choice I know tore you apart, for not getting any support from your own family.
You’ll always be my role model for standing up and going through for what you believed in.
“Don’t look back into the past if it brings you tears. Look at tomorrow and everyone makes mistakes, it makes us human.”
Many words are left unsaid everyday and they probably will remain unspoken well…forever.
I hear friends telling me I can talk to them and they won’t judge me. I really want to tell them, but these words.. they just won’t come out.
Just like anyone, there are words and conversations hidden deep within our hearts that are meant to be forgotten of.
These regrets and memories are the reasons we can’t be happy.
We will always look back on what we could have done and should have done and hate ourselves for it.
I love how I have friends that never fail to make me laugh and smile :)
